And a few more comments on life...

And here I am, writing a bit again. So here goes.

Life has been weird lately. Up and down. Good and bad. Today I was depressed as hell, periodically I've felt depressed and lonely and out of it like crazy.

But at the same time, it's been good. Confusing and like, strange, but good. Quite good. Better than it's been in a while.

Strange it seems, that in order to be able to like feel honestly good and happy there has to be hte bad. But really, it isn't all that strange. They're the two sides of the coin, and you can't have one without the other. When you flip a coin, it's never gonna always land on heads.

And that's part of what you gotta enjoy about life.

You can't always like, have good. And therefore you need to savour all of the good in your life. Savour it, live it, love it. And when the bad comes, do the same. Live it. Don't fight it. That will make it that much easier.

And uh yeah. Feelings, attractions, love, hate, emotions, they're all kinda fun. You've just gotta enjoy them.

More Comments on Life

So I will be boring and short here.

Life is life. As hard as we may try to resist it, it won't stop being life.

But then there are things in life that we really should, rather than try to resist, help.

Will return to this if I feel like it.

Comments on Life.

Now, there's a lot of stuff I could say about life. I mean, there's so much to say about it. Besides "it sucks" or "i hate it" or "its awesome" or "i want to marry it".

For one thing, it clearly does not want to make sense.

I mean that in the nicest way possible, but still. I mean like, look at it this way. We can try to understand it, but we never can. Ever. Like, no matter what. We can try really hard, but still we won't be able to.

Though sometimes I never want to understand. Half the time I want to just... accept exactly how life is. I hate to do it, but I find myself doing it anyway. I just contradicted myself a bit there.

Damn. I'll come back to this later.

Drugs and shit.

So here I am. Tired, bored, unable to really think straight. I'm kinda just sitting here, pondering everything. It's uh... interesting.

So I'm done with this now. Too bored.

First Post of May

First may blog post lol. I've kinda not felt like writing here, Twitter is kind of like the quick fix thing and shit. But yeah.

I'm working on a short story for a school contest. Might not go all that well but hey, it'll be a worthwhile endeavor.

I'm also uh. yeah. i dunno. sitting around. and stuff. Yeah.

So uh... yeah.

I don't know why I'm updatingthis. I mean, I don't think anyone actually reads it. Haha. So yeah. Uhm. I'm not going to post much else. Twitter pretty well works for this. And stuff. So uh yeah. I'm not going to write much of anything else. I'll just kind of ramble and stuff. Because I'm really bored and whatever. So yeah. Stuff. Drugs. beer. foolish mortals and drugs and fun stuff. So yeah, and so we go. Buh bye. Ha.

In regards to stuff...

Considering how close i am to being done my i-monk training, I am anxious to try things such as video games and pop after an entire week without it. But who knows, maybe my need for these things will be lessened? Who's to say really, but we shall see how things go.

I personally am really proud of myself for lasting for an entire week without all these things. It's pretty impressive.